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Apr. 13th, 2009 | 10:10 pm
listening to: Metric - Gimme Sympathy | Powered by Last.fm
i've almost reached the light in the tunnel; at the end.
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Mar. 23rd, 2009 | 08:40 pm
lady,since your footstep
is more frail than everything
which lives,than everything which breathes
in the earth and in the sea
because your body is more new,
a dream(skilfully who mimics,entirely who pictures
yourself a skilfully and entirely moving dream
with fingers, a dream with lifted little breasts
and with feet)touches
me through the day scarcely,timidly;
whereas,beside me through the long night and upon
me,always i feel the crisply and deeply moving
you which is so glad to be alive--
the you with hot big inward stealing
thighs,perfectly who steal me;or as the wise
sea steals entirely and skillfully the ignorant earth.
being(just a little)
too tired from kissing
for thinking or anything
except dreaming,
let us suppose
o my lady: at dusk
between the earth and the sea
ourselves, you and i together mysteriously and always floating,
moving;absorbing mysteriously (or as desire absorbs
a dream) and (as if we were dream or dreams) mysteriously
engulfed by fatal immensities of twilight--o imagine (softly as
we, our minds, mysteriously together moving float always
between the ocean and the world)that,smiling,i remark to
you:of these five waves the wave.
which waits is most great;
(of these nine roses,you
reply seriously,she who chiefly hides
herself is deepest)
is more frail than everything
which lives,than everything which breathes
in the earth and in the sea
because your body is more new,
a dream(skilfully who mimics,entirely who pictures
yourself a skilfully and entirely moving dream
with fingers, a dream with lifted little breasts
and with feet)touches
me through the day scarcely,timidly;
whereas,beside me through the long night and upon
me,always i feel the crisply and deeply moving
you which is so glad to be alive--
the you with hot big inward stealing
thighs,perfectly who steal me;or as the wise
sea steals entirely and skillfully the ignorant earth.
being(just a little)
too tired from kissing
for thinking or anything
except dreaming,
let us suppose
o my lady: at dusk
between the earth and the sea
ourselves, you and i together mysteriously and always floating,
moving;absorbing mysteriously (or as desire absorbs
a dream) and (as if we were dream or dreams) mysteriously
engulfed by fatal immensities of twilight--o imagine (softly as
we, our minds, mysteriously together moving float always
between the ocean and the world)that,smiling,i remark to
you:of these five waves the wave.
which waits is most great;
(of these nine roses,you
reply seriously,she who chiefly hides
herself is deepest)
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Mar. 16th, 2009 | 10:02 pm
i feel outcast on a cold star, unable to feel anything but an awful helpless numbness. i look down into the warm, earth world. into a nest of lovers' beds, baby cribs, meal tables, all the solid commerce of life in this earth, and feel apart, enclosed in a wall of glass.
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Jan. 3rd, 2009 | 04:15 am
im moving to clermont.
leaving nj on sunday.
will be in clermont monday?
leaving nj on sunday.
will be in clermont monday?
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Dec. 1st, 2007 | 08:31 am
girl talk was amazing last night.
i'm probably the happiest person in the world right now.
i'm probably the happiest person in the world right now.
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Oct. 22nd, 2007 | 09:11 am
listening to: elliott smith
i've been sick for like two weeks now.
i've been working a little less.
i've been working a little less.
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Sep. 26th, 2007 | 11:51 am
listening to: bird and the bee
i don't understand why i always have to be off on the days construction goes down at the champoux's.
diplo in a warehouse tonight, i'm totally fucking stoked and a half.
i've been having sleeping problems so what is better than going to a "rave"?
diplo in a warehouse tonight, i'm totally fucking stoked and a half.
i've been having sleeping problems so what is better than going to a "rave"?
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Sep. 22nd, 2007 | 01:56 pm
listening to: battles
i got a new phone, thank god.
i blew my car speakers.
this was supposed to be important but i forgot what i was blogging about.
i blew my car speakers.
this was supposed to be important but i forgot what i was blogging about.
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Sep. 20th, 2007 | 03:08 pm
listening to: mineral
metric/crystal castles last night.
amazing to say the least.
where should i move to?
amazing to say the least.
where should i move to?
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Aug. 12th, 2007 | 02:45 am
i zonked out early today.
a forlorn attempt to escape.
a forlorn attempt to escape.
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Jul. 24th, 2007 | 08:44 am
i'll come back the way that came.
shot of dixie hemlock will take care of the pain.
shot of dixie hemlock will take care of the pain.
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Jul. 8th, 2007 | 09:51 am
i asked myself why i spend so much time doing things i do.
and i came to the realization that its just time, and time is infinite
and i came to the realization that its just time, and time is infinite
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Jul. 2nd, 2007 | 08:35 am
listening to: david bowie
did anyone watch the new episode of big love, well i guess as of tonight its the old episode?
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a few q's
Jun. 17th, 2007 | 06:14 pm
listening to: feist
does the sun make noise?
do you tip a cobbler?
how do you teach hope?
do you tip a cobbler?
how do you teach hope?
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Jun. 9th, 2007 | 03:04 pm
listening to: ben kweller
i have a lot of interesting things to talk about, i just can't find an intelligent person to talk to.
it's a beautiful day, and i have to go sell computers and answer hordes of rhetorical questions.
it's a beautiful day, and i have to go sell computers and answer hordes of rhetorical questions.
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Jun. 2nd, 2007 | 02:25 am
listening to: black rebel motorcycle club
has anyone bought any good cd's lately that they'd recommend?
i got the new emily haine's ep, and what else can i say about her, i love her to death.
metric/bjork, toronto september 8&9th, who's coming with me?
i got the new emily haine's ep, and what else can i say about her, i love her to death.
metric/bjork, toronto september 8&9th, who's coming with me?
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Apr. 27th, 2007 | 09:12 am
location: my roomba
listening to: metric
i need a haircut
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Mar. 31st, 2007 | 08:32 am
listening to: glo
JULIE PENNER!
i can't stop saying JULIE PENNER, because she was fucking awesome last night.
do make say think played for like three hours straight, it was fucking rad.
julie penner.
not to mention whats her face that kept getting mad because she wasn't getting enough xylophone.
i can't stop saying JULIE PENNER, because she was fucking awesome last night.
do make say think played for like three hours straight, it was fucking rad.
julie penner.
not to mention whats her face that kept getting mad because she wasn't getting enough xylophone.
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Mar. 30th, 2007 | 01:09 pm
state of mind: 
cant wait, wont wait
may 7th may 7th may 7th
volta volta volta
volta volta volta
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Mar. 22nd, 2007 | 07:57 am
listening to: da blow
i wish i could sleep more
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Mar. 7th, 2007 | 03:33 am
state of mind: 
exhausted
everything thermals,
the thermals were good.
mr. heath, i got your letter today, expect one shortly.
the thermals were good.
mr. heath, i got your letter today, expect one shortly.
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Feb. 24th, 2007 | 03:56 pm
i want to go to coachella, so bad.
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Feb. 20th, 2007 | 05:00 pm
listening to: shinz
i got my bike.
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Feb. 19th, 2007 | 01:35 am
location: living room/ uncomfortable chair
state of mind: 
curious
listening to: broken social scene
where is my bike?
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Feb. 3rd, 2007 | 01:01 am
"Mankind has probably done more damage to the Earth in the 20th century than in all of previous human history. "
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Feb. 1st, 2007 | 01:50 am
"being born is like being kidnapped, and then sold into slavery."
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Jan. 26th, 2007 | 01:46 am
suddenly this country seemed unbearable, there seemed nothing to do but rush to the chapel and kneel there and worship. these senses i have been given seemed fit for nothing else. if this was my destiny, then what was to become of me.
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Nov. 19th, 2006 | 08:22 am
i'll trade my ps3 for your kidney
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Jul. 18th, 2005 | 12:26 pm
I went on a job interview today. I applied for the job of Paint Mixer down at the paint factory. He asked me all sorts of questions. I bullshitted the best I could. I told him that ever since I was a young boyI dreamed of mixing the yellows and the blues and hopefully getting the purples. And I told him that I would be a fine paint mixer because I used to work for a different paint mixing company (which is a lie) and that it was my idea to put the little flammable logo on the paint cans. And that it was my idea to sell paint in cans because they used to sell it in eggs, like pantyhose (I made that up too.) He didn't sound convinced that I was right for the position, so I said "Listen sir, when you've been mixing paint as long as me you learn a few things. You learn who to trust and who to throw into the paint. You learn what colors are pretty. You learn a real lot sir. That's why I'm right for this job." He probably wont call me back. I think he might have saw me dunking this guys head into the blue paint while I was waiting outside his office for the interview. And he caught me steal some brown paint, run into the bathroom and paint shit stains all over the walls. He was so mad because I wouldn't clean it up and I kept yelling "You made a mess on the walls! Stinky messer!" And I told all of the employees to go check out what he did. I hope he calls me back later. I need a job.